6 years already....

I can't believe it's been 6 years already. She was so perfect, too perfect, to stay on this earth. She had opportunity to come down to leave a mark on more than just her mom and dad. She has been such a blessing, even to this day. From the day she was born to the day she returned to her heavenly home, the blessing of her sweet spirit just kept stemming in every direction as time has gone on. I miss her so much, we all miss her so much. But we also have the wonderful knowledge that we will get to be with her again, in perfect glory, in a time when peace will rein and heartache will be absent. That will be the most glorious day for our family.

September seems to be a particular month. It's crazy actually. Where do I start...

About 15 years ago, on September 8th, my mom and dad got in a really bad accident. They hit a really big horse (I think it was a mix Clydesdale and quarter...it was HUGE...the head and half of the neck weighed more than 40lbs alone) and it decapitated the horse on the passenger side bringing the head strait into my moms face at about 40 miles an hour. My mom should have been decapitated herself. She, however, needed plastic surgery to put the bottom of her face back together and had some pretty bad nerve damage that they were able to temporarily fix every few years. It was a blessing because we ended up having to move down south and eventually ended up in Overton, where I met my husband.
My sister just had a custody battle ton September 8th that didn't go the way any of us had planned it to go. Even though this has been extremely hard for her and for all of us, I know that for whatever reason, the way that this went, will be a great thing, for what ever reason. It has to be. And here's my reasoning...
Kyzie passed away in the early morning of September 8th and this was by far the hardest thing that i have ever been through. But (and there is a huge BUT), the blessings that have come from her passing most certainly outweighs any ANY heartache I have been through and am still going through. My husband actually started school because of her passing, we are where we are because of her, and I know that we are eternally blessed because of her. She has touched so many lives. I am so blessed to be the mother of an angel.
To say that great things don't stem from September 8th (and september in general...so many life changing thing have happened in September) would be a lie. I am so thankful to have this beautiful knowledge of the gospel that I do. I hope and i pray that my kids can gain their very own views on the gospel through their own experiences. It's what makes our testimonies grow.