Day 1: As I go though this, making of kynzies video, I'm trying to portray all of my feelings and emotions I am feeling. I think this year will be one of the more tender ones...
Days before her birth, our camera broke. We didn't buy another one. That is my ONLY regret. As I sit here gathering pictures to make a birthday video of Kynzie, most of which are on facebook, many emotions surface and I am taken back to those moments that were thankfully captured. I am sitting here, with tears filling my eyes, remembering how I felt back then. How excited I got. Looking back, everything seem to happen so quickly.
Day 2: I found music to go to her video. My heart is a little tender as I get these pictures placed in order. Life right now is standing still...just for a brief moment.
I have now tried to put this video together twice now...Both times the computer has been turned off by one thing or another. Both of which happened by fluke. still...so frustrating. I had to walk away this last time because i was almost done. i'm going to use my adobe program now. the one i was using was different but i liked it. it just didnt auto save. 3rd times the charm, right?? sigh...
Day 3: Okay, here we are. Third time around and it's the charm! The Video is done! I have two videos, both with defferent background music. The Facebook video has a song that we hold dear to us. It was a song that was intrduced to us shortly after she passed away. The one for our youtube channel is a copywrite free music piece so I could post it on there as well. But I actually like how the music flows better on the youtube video vs the fb video. I could have gone back and fixed it, but I was done and tired!
I decided to try a more complex video editor for this (of which I am so happy I did. I was so nervous to try something I had no clue how to even navegate). I knew nothing about this software. I had to test and try on a lot of things but with in the last three days, (probably 6/7 hours total), I think I know the software pretty well. There's a lot of areas where I know I could have done better and changed it a little but time was running out & my patience was getting thin (because me having a time crunch don't do well at all!).
I hope who ever watches the video(s) feels the emotions, that it is enjoyed and you can feel even a sliver of the peace we get to feel from time to time. It's truly a blessing.
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